Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Kim the Ogre Snarls;

I think I'm in a mood. Don't know why I let a particular person irritate me, make me feel left out or my friendship substandard. Furthermore, why the fuck do I care?

I thought we had things in common, points to laugh or commiserate over. Further education, job hunting woes, making friends, etc... But no. It appears she's too sensitive (or depressed) to EVER think her circumstances laughable or in any way comparable to mine. Oh, don't get me wrong, there ARE people she does call friend. Don't know what her actual requirements are, but all evidence says I am not on THAT list.

Whatever. I'm an idiot to even let it bother me.

4 comments:

Trop said...

You are not an idiot for having caring feelings for another person, particularly a person for whom you have a lot in common. That she doesn't reciprocate your caring and compassion means SHE is the idiot.

NursePam said...

I have known a number of people like your "friend". They are so wrapped up in their own woes that they cannot see anything else. They believe the world ought to revolve around them. Such people will never really know friendship because they don't understand give and take. My guess is that the people she calls Friend do not feel like she is a real friend to them either. It is her loss to be so self-involved. ~Hugs~

~ nellenelle said...

I have no great words of wisdom, but I do have a shoulder (and owe you an email, withheld as you were away...

many *hugs* and trust that, a day removed, you are feeling in better sorts.

rosie said...

You are a very good friend. You've been so very nice to me. And, I appreciate that so much. Your friendship is a gift. Sometimes people don't see the gift in front of their face. And that is truly sad.

Hugs!