I think I'm in a mood. Don't know why I let a particular person irritate me, make me feel left out or my friendship substandard. Furthermore, why the fuck do I care?
I thought we had things in common, points to laugh or commiserate over. Further education, job hunting woes, making friends, etc... But no. It appears she's too sensitive (or depressed) to EVER think her circumstances laughable or in any way comparable to mine. Oh, don't get me wrong, there ARE people she does call friend. Don't know what her actual requirements are, but all evidence says I am not on THAT list.
Whatever. I'm an idiot to even let it bother me.